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Introduction: While living on the Pine Ridge Indian Reservation, I was God inspired to write this paper as a result of witnessing the continual and growing rate of suicides by Lakota/Dakota youth. I witnessed and still do the failure of redundant attempts to address the epidemic using programs that are totally lacking in the “spiritual truths” of why suicide is so rampant and successful among Native American youth.
It is my personal testimony that until that truth is understood as well as accepted, that the devil will continue to have his way with God’s Oyate who are slowly but surely being eliminated in this very evil and painful way.
Richard Boyden 3/7/2013
Journey To The Spirit World By Suicide
Genocide by Suicide – The “Spiritual Deception” of Self-Murder
“I’m sorry, I’m sorry…I didn’t mean to do it….”
Examples of how bad the epidemic of suicides is among First Nations People when this paper was first written. It is much worse now on all Reservations!
During a two week period in the month of July and August 08, there were 4 suicides in the community of Oglala on the Pine Ridge Indian Reservation. Overall…suicides are on a RISE throughout the Reservation.
This was a email received (12/9/07) concerning the week of (12/2-12/9) from a member of the Rosebud Sioux Tribe. A State of Emergency was declared on the Rosebud Sioux Tribe reservation in 3/07 because of the increase in suicides and attempted suicides. There were 61 attempts from Jan 1-07 to March 12-07
“Hey we had another suicide you probably heard about last week, also 4 attempted this past weekend, the youngest being 14 year old male, who tried to hang himself but was caught, one cut their wrist, one overdosed, the last just happened last night, didn’t get the info on how they tried. I now am hearing that the kids today are thinking “It’s the in thing to do”…on some of their bebo pages they brag about…if their going to go out, “their going to go out to suicide, end their own chit”.
I’m in total disbelief right now, this is a emergency situation. I think what’s needed to be done to try to combat the situation is change their perception of thinking, shove it down their throats, Suicide is evil, something is messed up here”!. -Anthony Bordeaux Jr. is a Sicangu Lakota and member of the Rosebud Sioux Tribe.
On the Standing Rock Reservation there were over 288 attempted suicides and the successful were “in those numbers”. One of the major connections to this statistic according to a Veteran I met at the Oglala Lakota Veterans Pow Wow was the giving out of the anti-depressant Prozac “like candy”…a proven “suicide drug” used by IHS and Social entities.
The Rapid City Journal on 1/15/15 published a Associated Press article focusing on Pine Ridge where at least 7 suicides in the last 4 months took place. Add to this the not recorded attempts and reported promoting of by those who mock and provoke those who are struggling by bullying and “hanging ropes“ in communities on the Reservation.
Buddy Red Bow, a traditional Oglala Lakota singer wrote a song entitled “Journey to the Spirit World”, a song about “getting ready” to pass over into the “Spirit World” when one dies and into a life of joy where pain and suffering is no more. “The Ghost Dance” was a prayer for the same promise of a better life after death. The Paiute Prophet Wovoka was given a vision of this from the “Red Messiah” who’s name is “Wanikiya” which is Lakota for Jesus.
Wanikiya promised to return to deliver His people from the evils and oppression’s of the Whites. Wovoka also saw the dead of his people raised and all were healed of their pain and suffering and that all would be brought together who had passed into the Spirit World. After Wanikiya cleansed this land, His people would be restored by Him to this their land after He cleansed this land by His judgment from all evil and sin. This is what Wovoka was shown by Wanikiya…even Jesus.
There are many reasons for the death of the body. Some natural such as old age with the body simply wearing out like an old moccasin. Cancer, diabetes, and heart disease are major killers in Indian Country but they are only killers of our body. With “suicide”, the “spiritual deception” or lie that one kills themselves begins first with a a “spiritual thought” where the body dies but not our spirit. Our spirit never dies no matter what happens to our body.
The majority of “suicides” in Indian Country happen when drugs and alcohol are used. Reasons for wanting to kill ones self could be because of our living conditions such as “poverty” and the fact there there are no jobs, no income, and no money for food and shelter and other important needs for one to help their family with the basic needs of life.
Drugs and alcohol are most always connected to suicide. Included are past and present experiences of sexual abuse such as rapes and molestations. In other cases suicide is the result of the betrayal of ones heart by those trusted and loved.
Why suicides take place cannot be understood “spiritually“ unless we admit and identify the part “spirits” or “demons” play. The fact is they do exist and are able through the use of drugs and alcohol to overthrow our souls by first “speaking to our minds“. All actions no matter what they are begin first “spiritually” with a “thought” whether they are good or evil. With suicide, this “thought or voice” is inspired by demons to do evil.
These demons will begin to “tell us” to hurt and kill ourselves (and even others for that matter). Ignoring and/or denying the existence of these demonic spirits who are the spiritual source of those voice/thoughts/actions” directly connected to one committing self murder is why the epidemic of suicide in “Indian Country continues to increase. In fact these same “spirits / demons” inspire the very thoughts and actions that are seen in the acts of sexual abuse, child molestations, rape, beatings and murder “Indian Country”.
The act of committing suicide begins “spiritually first” with “thinking thoughts” about suicide or what could be called “hearing voices”. These thoughts are NOT ours or from us but we do “hear them” in our minds. When we listen to them and give in to them totally, it is then we kill ourselves in committing suicide. It is no different then when we “remember” what someone said to us that hurt us…it is the memory of a “voice”.
Demonic spirits have the ability and power to “speak to us” in their “language” what they want us to hear and they will never stop. Again their goal is to get us to kill ourselves. Only Wanikiya even Jesus can stop them and only when we pray for Him to do this. Only He has the power to destroy this work of Satan and stop those demons that listen to his voice which become our “thoughts and feelings”. They cause us to remember over and over those hurtful experiences in our life and they use them to torment us. We must chose to not “listen to them”.
What is not revealed by these demons is that suicide is ONLY the killing of and the death of our body.They don’t tell us or show us that after our body is “dead” from killing ourselves that our spirit continues to live and never dies. Once our spirit leaves our “dead body” here in what we call “time”, do we immediately realize we are still alive but now in the “Spirit World”.
How do these demons convince us to kill ourselves so easily? They use “alcohol”. Alcohol is the “door opener” where now are able to “speak into our minds” and this gives them more power over us. How many times have we felt like dying? And more so when drinking? The demons know that when we drink that we are at our weakest point spiritually in our minds. They over and over without end put into our mind the thoughts that “killing ourselves” is THE ANSWER for us to escape this pain and they take over our “will power” which then is THEIR WILL POWER! .
Being raped is the most evil of acts against the spirit of a soul. It is the equivalent of “murdering” that spirit. Rape is a act of hate and evil inspired by Satan. To understand the “Spirit World” punishment of those guilty of this…one should watch the movie “Ghost” and the last scene where the very demons from hell take the “murderer” after he himself dies right into the lake of fire and brimstone…even hell. Those who rape and hurt women and children will experience all the pain and suffering they caused those they hurt and this happens when they die and their spirit leaves their body! Yes…this will be their hell and they will be angels to the one they listened to…even Satan
The rapist…the perpetuator of rape will experience hell. Yes…gnashing of teeth….the real hell fire and brimstone….tormented for eternity and because you have taken away Tunka”sila’s gift of life. You will pay for eternity what you have taken away for the rape, murder and crimes committed against the women and children because how this act of Satan by you affects the souls of the victims. The spirits of God’s beautiful creation is killed by rape, when you do this, as a perpetrator, you have committed the greatest of all sin murder, and remember , the judgment day is real ,and Wanikiya itesniya yelo. Who wants to refute this?
(Click HERE to hear an interview with Emerson Elk …Full Blood Oglala Lakota about Rape and Lakota Law and the PUNISHMENT affixed according to Traditional Lakota Law.)
How smart are these evil spirits? Not only do they try to get us to kill ourselves but they also were the source of the spiritual thoughts and actions on the part of those who hurt us! Because those who have suffered at the hands of those who hurt us have nowhere to go or no one to turn to or trust, it is then the demon spirits convince even young children kill themselves to escape the “hell of home” and to get away from those that raped and hurt them..
This is a true and powerful testimony shows how demons or spirits can “enter into us”.
A man named Ritchie wrote a book called “Return from Tomorrow”. In it he shared an experience he had in the Spirit World. While in a hospital and very sick, he suddenly “died” and his body was “dead” for 8 minutes. During this time, he began to experience his spirit leaving his body. All of a sudden he realized and understood was that he was in the presence and company of one who identified himself as Wanikiya…even Jesus Christ.
Jesus showed him two important scenes. The first one was where he saw a young man sitting next to his father and crying and saying over and over “I am sorry Pops…I am sorry…please… please tell mom I am sorry…“ He was trying to tell his father to tell his mother he was sorry! What he did not immediately realize was that his father could not hear him cry out in this pain of agony and guilt. His father and mother did not see him or could they hear him.
Then Ritchie was then shown another scene just like the first one where a young girl was crying out to her boyfriend to forgive her and that she was sorry for what she had done in committing suicide. Again, she could not be heard. Both wanted to return to their body after they killed themselves but they could not. They could only see that their body was dead but not them…that their spirit was still alive!
What Jesus said next to Ritchie was this… “These are those that committed suicide and this was the consequence of their act”!! They did not know that when they killed themselves that this would be the beginning of their “Journey To The Spirit World by Suicide” which was the result of their listening to those demons who convinced them to kill themselves.
Next Ritchie was taken by Jesus into a bar where he saw many men heavily drinking and smoking. All of a sudden he saw the hands of “spirit bodies“ trying to drink the same drink but they were unable. These “spirits were in their “spirit body” but no longer in their “body of flesh” they had when alive. So…each time they tried to grab a drink, their “spiritual hand” passed through the glass.
Ritchie then realized these spirits were those who had died and were now in the Spirit World. There they had the same desire to drink that they had before their “body died”. They wanted their flesh or body to once again experience the pleasure of drinking. But in the Spirit World their torment was to never ever experience the “pleasure of alcohol” and was because they never “repented” of this sin before they died. The only way these spirits who were no longer in their bodies to again satisfy their need to drink was to find a body to enter in to. Until they could do this, they were in a state which is called “hell” or “outer darkness”.
Now we will see how Satan and his demons use alcohol and drugs to enter into a soul. While Ritchie was watching that one man drinking heavily, this man passed out and fell on the floor. All of a sudden he was shocked to see this man’s forehead open up a “spiritual hole” in the front of his forehead and IMMEDIATELY one of the “spirits” that had died and had no body and was trying to drink his drink, entered into him through that opening in his forehead like a flash of lightening.
What this man was shown by Jesus is how alcohol and drugs are the “door openers” for demons/evil spirits to enter our hearts and minds. Once “inside of us”, they will be able to more easily control our thoughts, feelings, and then direct our actions. It could also be said that when this happens…one is “possessed” by a demon and then when this demon or more then on takes over our soul, it is then the sins of sexual abuse, rapes, and murders take place.
Demons are the source of those thoughts and actions of evil. Sometimes one remembers what they do when under the influence of EVIL SPIRITS and other times no. When one “Blacks Out” because they are overthrown or possessed by a evil demon that that is when some of the most hateful crimes are committed because those demons “inspire that act” and the thoughts and images connected to the evil done no matter what it is. And this includes “drinking and doing drugs” because these demons cause the craving to continue. In fact one could say they “own your soul” because their will power is your will power and their will power is to do evil.
It is recorded in the Holy Scriptures that the most EVIL of acts committed against others are inspired by those “spirits” who were cast out of the “Spirit World” of Heaven where Jesus fought a battle with Satan the Devil. There one out of three spirits were cast out of Heaven because they willingly chose to listen to Lucifer over Jesus. Here on earth they became demon spirits and here on earth they have no bodies and therefore are looking for bodies to enter into and possess.
Their spiritual work is to change the hearts of men to do the most evil things to one another and ourselves. They always looking for souls to overthrow as the spiritual voice of Satan who through these demons work to convince us to kill ourselves and others, to rape women and children because when one does this, it is then they separate us from He who loves us…even the Creator and whoever does this will find themselves in the Spirit World in hell with Satan forever!
Now we see how and why Satan and these demons tempt us to drink and use drugs because it is then they can speak to us in our hearts and minds while “in us” and they become one with us in our minds.When this happens they now have us thinking “their thoughts” which then become OURS. Now they are able to convince us to believe the LIES they put in our mind that there is only ONE WAY to stop all of our pain, to end the memories of suffering is to convince us to kill ourselves.because we no longer are able to tell their thinking” or “voices from ours .
This is how the devil uses alcohol and drugs to convince us to KILL OURSELVES and why alcohol is the preferred beverage of Satan.
The following true story is a powerful, sad, and painful one. During a traditional Lakota wiping of tears ceremony during a sweat, Elder’s Beatrice Whiting and her husband Ed from the Crow Creek Sioux Tribe had a revealing and powerful experience that came in the form of a young Lakota woman who committed suicide at the age of 17.
While they were singing and praying during their ceremony, a light began to appear before them. As it increased in size, they began to see the face of a young woman they new. Her name was Darliss Brown and also was a member of the Crow Creek Sioux Tribe. Darliss was the daughter of Darla Rabbit and was a past student of Beatrice. Darliss had committed suicide two weeks before. Why? Because her heart was betrayed when she found her boyfriend with another girl. Darliss was also carrying “their” child.
The spirit of Darliss was weeping and cried out saying “I am sorry, I am sorry, I didn’t mean to do it”. Beatrice saw her suffering and that Darliss NOW realized the consequences of her self-murder. Once in the “Spirit World”, Wanikiya even Jesus allowed Darliss to experience the consequences of her act with her experiencing in her heart and mind every single feeling of the of the pain and sorrow of those that loved her as if it was her own.
She suffered “with them” because of what she did. She wept as they wept and mourned as they mourned over the death of her body (but not her spirit!) when they found out what she did. She was there at the wake and at the funeral and in the private places of weeping and wailing of all who loved her! Darliss saw and experienced the hurt she caused her mother, grand parents, nephews, nieces, aunts, uncles, friends and relatives. No escape, no joy, no deliverance from THIS pain and suffering. This was the consequence of her being “deceived” by the demons who convinced her (using alcohol) to kill herself.
She was so sorry she HURT THEM THAT MUCH and had she known, she would never have killed herself but when one “Journey’s To The Spirit World by Suicide“, they can not not return and undo what they had done.
One has to ask when you are being given thoughts by demons/evil spirits to kill yourself, do YOU want to hurt those who love you THAT MUCH?
Darliss had been deceived into killing herself and was sorry but ONLY AFTER her spirit left her body! But then it was to late. When she entered into the spirit world after “killing only her body” she was then aware that she was deceived by those “demons/evil spirits” who convinced her to kill herself but now it was to late and she could not come back and undo what she did.
On November 25th of 0/7, four years after Darliss killed herself, Jesus allowed her mother to receive a visit from her daughter. Darliss came to her from the “spirit world” and into “time”. Darla was in her bedroom lying on her bed holding a photo of her daughter and still grieving and weeping for her and still feeling the pain of missing her in her heart.
All of a sudden, she felt a cool breeze in the room and Darliss appeared before her in her spiritual body and spoke to her in comforting words, “Mom, it’s all right, it’s all right”. Darla felt the love of her daughter for her as she spoke to her and that she was still sorry for what she had done. Darliss was still grieving over the pain she had caused her mother and others four years later. This act of love, forgiveness and healing was allowed by Wanikiya for both Darliss and her mother.
Few who commit “self murder” or suicide are allowed to come back from the “spirit world” to explain or share anything. They only see and witness the suffering of those they hurt. It is like the “two way mirror” in a police movie where you see others but are not seen by those on the other side of the mirror. You weep and wail and cry out for forgiveness and try to explain to them your mistake to all those you loved and who loved you, but it is no use because you will never be seen or heard.
You also realize when you enter the Spirit World that you were deceived by the devil and his evil spirits into believing the LIE that committing suicide was the “right thing or cool thing do”. You thought that all your pain and suffering would end and that you would no longer experience the pain of what others have done to you. Instead you realize this LIE OF SATAN now has become your torment because your act of self-murder cannot be undone and this then is your “hell” or what is called “outer darkness”.
Is there an end to this suffering? YES! And there is forgiveness but only when Wanikiya determines you have learned your lesson. Then there is a healing. The question for everyone to ask is, do we want to kill ourselves to experience this and cause such suffering for those that love us as well as suffer eternally in the Spirit World?
Cherokee Walking Eagle Kills In Water is a Sicangu Lakota and member of the of the Rosebud Sioux Tribe. She lost her daughter Crystal to suicide. Crystal was a mother of six children. She also was drinking alcohol when she killed herself. She likewise was deceived by “evil spirits” into believing the lie that she could escape the pain that was in her life by committing suicide. Cherokee also had a “spirit world” experience with her daughter Crystal that helped her in her grieving.
Three weeks after her daughter’s funeral, she had a “real life experience/vision” where Crystal appeared to her and started gently rubbing her head. She could feel her touch on her head. Crystal asked her mother “Are you alright”? Cherokee said “Yes, I am alright”. She felt Crystals concern for her as well as her sorrow over what she did. Cherokee wept during this visit from her daughter and was thankful that Wanikiya allowed Crystal to come to her as this helped her heal. When she awoke from the dream, Crystal had gone back to the Spirit World..
So what is the answer and alternative to suicide? It is the restoring in our hearts and minds the love and forgiveness taught by Wanikiya even Jesus Christ when He once walked among Native Peoples on this land. Jesus demonstrated this Red Road of life in how He lived and why we are to follow His example and obey His words. Only when we do this will we then be like Him and no longer do or say anything to hurt another and be used by the devil as the source of death and destruction of other souls and our own.
The Black Rap Culture is a tool of of the devil and his evil spirits. They are working hard to place in the hearts of young Native youth the thoughts, feelings, and actions that are demeaning to young Native men and women, Elders etc. This evil spirit of the THIS BLACK ROAD inspires violence, hate, vengeance, abuse, and rape of women.
A Native female is not a “bitch” or “ho”. She is to be treated with dignity and respect. That is being truly Native. The opposite is the way of the devil. Native men have no excuse to be or do the same and in the spirit world, if they do not stop this behavior while alive, they will suffer the eternal consequences…say hell and deservingly so. In fact, Native men who treat Native women and children this way, will be n hell with Satan who they listened to in raping and killing their women and children.
What does all this mean in “real time’ while we are still in our bodies? It means one will repent and and stop doing evil in their life that hurts and harms another human being including oneself. It means you will repent and cease to do evil and do what you must to quit drinking, doing drugs, gambling. You seek out help, go to ceremonies, and pray to your Heavenly Father in the name of Wanikiya who is Jesus Christ to be given the power to be healed from the pain you have suffered and this through His Gospel that He taught to His people when on this land among them.
It means you go to those you have hurt and tell them you are sorry and ask for their forgiveness for your souls sake. It means you once again become the faithful husband and wife, the mother or father that has been missed and is needed by your children. It means you forgive and love yourself even as Wanikiya forgives in His love for you. It means you follow His example of love in how you treat others and with that same love He has for you because that is being “Spiritually Born Again“ and with you no longer having any desire to do evil as you did in the past.
It means that you must pray against the devil in the name of Jesus so that you will not be deceived and directed by the evil spirits and be used by them in the destroying of your own soul by suicide or the reason why someone else kills themselves. It means you must turn to your Heavenly Father in prayer in the name of Wanikiya for Him to heal you of all the pain and suffering you have experienced in your life because you cannot be healed except by Him which is His love for you.
This power and love is represented through the Sun Dance because of the eternal sacrifice of THE First Sun Dancer, even Jesus-Wanikiya. It was His eternal loving example and gift of healing and love for us which will restore us to the Red Road of blessing and healing because only He do this. “What manner of men ought ye to be” asked Jesus? “Even as I am!” To become like Jesus…even Wanikiya is to become truly Lakota. Through His death as the “First Sun Dancer”, Jesus Christ has forever destroyed the black road of death and evil inspired by the devil himself. His love and sacrifice as the First Sun Dancer redeems us from death, hell and Satan both in time and in eternity.
The prayer of the Ghost Dance was given by Jesus to Wovoka as a promise that He will make His people once again a Holy people which will be how they were when He was among them, even a people of one heart, one mind, dwelling in righteousness with no poor among them. His power and love was in their hearts one for another.
This is then the true spirituality of the Lakota and Wanikiya because they repented of their sins and obeyed Him and did what He taught His people when on this there land. When they stopped listening to Him and began to listen to Satan even as many do now, the blessings were lost which is why death and destruction continues among His people here and now. Wanikiya … even Jesus is waiting for His people to repent and obey His Gospel so that can abide the “cleansing judgment” of this land and be saved by His power in these the “Last Days”.
Richard Boyden has personal experience with suicide ideation. He was Wanikiya / Jesus inspired to write this paper.. He has addressed the epidemic of suicide in jails, detention centers, schools, and in homes on the Pine Ridge Indian Reservation, Rosebud Sioux Tribe Reservation, Cheyenne River Sioux Tribe Reservation and the Crow Creek Reservation all in South Dakota.
He can be reached any time at email@example.com or 816-832-1188.
Resulting Testimony from Bill Miller which came out of prayers. It is a testimony of Jesus in his song the “Ghost Dance”. Google Bill Miller Ghost Dance Wolfs Den to hear. or click here https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vdg2sVB0XU8
Sources of Holy Scriptures: http://www.restoredgospel.com Holy Scriptures, Anti-Mormon Doctrine Book of Mormon (NOT LDS MORMON) Testimony of Wanikiya even Jesus coming to this land and His Gospel to His people, Latter Day Revelations in the Doctrine and Covenants
John Trudell has a mysterious past since his “alleged espanic mother” died, his Santee father didn’t claim him and he surfaced out of nowhere at the Alcatraz Island occupation. Did he ever claim to be a full blood Indian? What is he really?
After questioning he revealed he was part Indian and espanic. He does have a street gang he runs with and its still running with him today. His wife, children and mother-in-law were all killed by alleged “federal forces hit man-Chris Richards”. Every where John Trudell goes, follows him an environment of sudden death and paranoia someone is out gunning for him. Why?
The man is mysteriously paranoid and probably has done a few acts that would make him precipitate death to be his running destiny. No one is completely safe around John Trudell and yet, he draws all the new age people to him and his re-organized style of bad boy lobo “Johnny Trudell”.
John Trudell was appointed AIM co-leader, by none other then Vernon Bellecourt, during all the “inner circle” murders and silent acts of internal sabotage of the AIM. John Trudell ran with the West Coast AIM crew that hated and wanted dead all acknowledged or suspected Federal Informants and Operatives within AIM.
In recent years, John Trudell has developed a strange story about “his now friend” Anna Mae Aquash that he helped interrogate as a suspected Federal Informant. John Trudells’ lame amnesiac acknowledgment of Dennis Banks and the Minneapolis crew is equally as strange since he now doesn’t know where they were at during the “inner circle” murders.
The AIM local chapters had ousted the drugged-out sycophantic Bellecourt brothers (Vernon and Clyde) and (pedophile) Dennis Banks from AIM Leadership. No one in lower AIM chapters knew of several hundred million dollar off-shore AIM-IITC bank accounts except the AIM “inner circle” crew. They had lost the keys to their money wagon and wanted it back in their control.
John Trudell was quickly placed as AIM Co-National Chairman with Carter Camp during this time since Carter Camp was elected from grass roots AIM chapters. William Means was given exclusive authority over IITC (International Indian Treaty Council). Why? Because he was Russell means little brother. No other qualifications were necessary. (Like Vernon and Clyde). Vernon Bellecourt neutralized George Michel and Eddie Banai’s share of the original Franklin Street AIM patrol authority.
Dennis Banks was given the task of neutralizing Russell Means and resulted in Dennis slapping him up a little bit. Clyde Bellecourt neutralized Carter Camp’s AIM influence and leadership by staging a direct physical conflict with Carter Camp where Clyde Bellecourt first assaulted Carter Camps younger brother. Carter Camp had no choice but to retaliate and actually shot Clyde in the buttocks as he was running away from carters vicious assault.
Some place in this time line, John Trudell’s family were assassinated. June 1979 he burned the united states flag on the steps of the FBI headquarters. He states he was AIM-IITC national chairman 1972-1979. His explanation that he quit when Carter Camp went to prison but not that his family had been murdered. Anna Mae Aquash was already listed as dead back in 1975. No worries, man!
Which gave John Trudell 100 % authority to any and all AIM leadership. This wholly orchestrated lone-AIM-chairmanship political move went into immediate withdrawal phase to initiated the AIM policy of never selecting and electing AIM leaders from the rank and file membership. Dismantling and omitting the very powerful “AIM National Chairman” title entirely to never ever be used again. WHY?
It gave the grass roots people control over the AIM-IITC and would quickly phase out the OLD_AIMSTER_GANGSTERS and subsequently, expose their “hidden multimillion dollars donation” secret. It also prevented any national AIM chairman from being held liable for any actions AIM-IITC did in the course of any criminal acts as epitomized within the Frame of reference of the United States Federal Government’s laws and statues, but it was certainly OK to allow a singular AIM-IITC supporter or helper to be prosecuted for their involvement of any AIM-IITC events.
All ordered under the authority of 15-day National AIM Chairman appointee John Trudell and his secretive conspiring Minneapolis co-horts. Today he claims to have been AIM National chairman for 7 years.
In the background, Vernon Bellecourt went into high gear in his “black ninja panty hose” and “incorporated AIM” into the National American Indian Movement (NAIM). Thereby eliminating any selected and elected AIM leadership from the grass roots people’s AIM chapters never ever happened again. Dennis Banks and Clyde Bellecourt were both instrumental in this secret phase as they prevented any sub-political associations of NAIM to local AIM chapters by making physical threats and actual secret memo contacts to trusted “AIM allies” in the grass root AIM chapters.
“Bad jacketing” anyone who spoke out against their coup-de-gra of the AIM organization they founded and subsequently lost to the grass roots Indian activists and members. Those “secret AIM-IITC allies” have been surfacing as the new “selected leaders” in the AIM-IITC NAIM home office in Minneapolis,
Minnesota. Usually held under a tight rein by both Vernon and Clyde Bellecourt. It was the hidden millions in off-shore bank accounts they were after.
Since John Trudell was now running with the Minneapolis crew, the Bellecourts and Dennis Banks were suddenly back in control of the National AIM leadership and the secret off-shore bank accounts of the donated millions of dollars to AIM-IITC by foreign countries and foreign leaders who hated America. They donated millions of dirty bucks to finance the AIM terrorization of the globally hated United States American Government.
Which brought into focus, many AIM members never suspected what they thought they were making a stand for in behalf of the American, or Canadian Indian people, was also actually a bid of extended “mercenary services” contracted out by the AIM-IITC from those foreign countries financial “considerations” to AIM-IITC. Why do you think Russell means claimed to mobilize a AIM-IITC special forces group to south America and at the same time, was in “collusion” with his chums, the Bellecourt boys? (Always wanted to use that Russell means vocabulary
word just once.)
Read Vernon Bellecourt’s many interviews concerning all the speeches he has made about representing AIM-IITC as a catalyst that all American and Canadian Indians were openly attacking “the united states government” and he was the leader. You will see where Vernon Bellecourt has been to give his speeches at many subversive organizations that openly use “terrorist tactics” against the United States government. Why the United States government hasn’t arrested him is a big mystery.
Many AIM members never knew of the hundreds of millions of dollars bank accounts the AIM-IITC had in off-shore bank accounts setup by Vernon bellecourt and Russell Means. Vernon Bellecourt needed a team player and someone who would play ball the Bellecourt way.
John Trudell was such a team player for the Minneapolis AIM crew and John Trudell has suddenly developed an awful case of “Minneapolis AIM amnesia” in these later days. Its really strange realizing all the people that are killed around this man and he always has a ready made alibi of his where abouts. He has all the bases covered and there are no witnesses to his paranoia.
It is said in Indian country, when someone murders another tribal or family member? The murderer wears a stench and paranoia around them where ever they go. They have the control over the “spirit” to the person they killed and as such, must wear and feed that “spirit”. It eats away their karma and their own dharma eventually Kills them. Two spirits can not live in one body without normalcy being disrupted.
Perhaps John Trudell is of this nature and his reason for paranoia is a matter of survival. However, watch John Trudell, should he decide to turn his back on the Bellecourt brothers. We will surely see what he “shares” as to his innocence in all hidden AIM-IITC matters of embezzlement, murder, rape and child sex abuse.
NO SIR, John Trudell was no safety refuge for Anna Mae Aquash. He was a main player in the AIM secret subversive agenda to the real American Indian Movement Leadership of America. Many west coast AIM members say they could have saved Anna Mae Aquash but didn’t? They were the ground level zero special AIM_IITC task force that existed at that time and there job was simple.
Eliminate informants and federal government operatives. why? I often wonder exactly how much money Vernon, Dennis and Clyde gave to ole Johnny for his services in all this inner circle murder period?
Today, Johnny Trudell is down in tinsel town rubbing elbows with movie stars and other very drugged out “in-vogue” actors and actresses. He is heralded as “speaker of the Indian poets truths”. Hollywood awarded him a “living legend award” back in August 22, 1998. An ex-navy man!
If all these “allegations” John trudell was part of the killing team that murdered Anna Mae Aquash are true? Will Hollywood die of shame? Leonard Peltier is a very common smallish thug character you find at any Indian bar-room gathering. They are part Indian but will go to any length to prove they are as Indian as anyone there. They will not be left out of the “inner circle”.
Vernon Bellecourt personally appointed Leonard Peltier as “Informant Locator and Interrogator”.
Leonard Peltier developed a running crew the likes of any mobster boss in the inner urban city environment. Leonard Peltier selected no rookies but all seasoned tough and equally capable killing men as himself to do the job.
John “lobo” Trudell, Dino “psycho” Butler and Robert “razor” Robideau were his main crew.
So it is not strange they would all be there at many of the AIM most controversial situations within its inner infrastructure conflicts and situations. When you watched Leonard Peltier and his crew operated? You were going to find many fights and violent situations because Leonard Peltier was a thug and had very little intelligence. Leonard Peltier believed he could read a persons psychic aura and know if they were federal informants or if a woman wanted to make love with him. The boy was strange. It bordered on the edge of insanity but the real fact was, Leonard Peltier could hit you or let you stay in AIM depended largely on whether you recognized him as a full blood Indian, or not, and if Vernon Bellecourt thought you were subversive to the AIM.
Leonard Peltiers association with many of the legendary AIM tough guy crews only strengthened his resolve to also hide behind the “sacred pipe” for his acts in the “brotherhoods murderous history”.
Taking your criminal acts into the sacred Sundance and hiding them there under its cloak of secrecy and sacred acknowledgment is a common practice of the AIM-IITC. Leonard Peltier did it. John Graham did it. Clyde Bellecourt did it!! Russell means did it!! Who else can you name?
Sealed with a “vow” over the “sacred pipe”. Now we all know why Leonard Peltier keeps saying my Sundance brothers are jealous of my fame and have left me here in prison to die, but we made a sacred vow on the sacred pipe.
Sacred rule number 1. NO MURDERERS CAN NEVER HOLD A PIPE LET ALONE SMOKE IT!
In this time and era, we are realizing them warrior acts as deceptions of cowardice or disinformation. We now know he killed the federal Agents and several other people inside the AIM group but he will never admit it. why? He’s a natural born liar with no respect for the “sacred pipe” and we know he believes if he “snitch’s on telling the truth? He’s a twelve time loser and will get himself killed by ex-felons that play for keeps. That is the laws them boys play by.
However, many AIM members were openly afraid he would beat the hell out of them, or kill them, if they told. Or? One of “his boys” would do the job for him. Which is why his statement, “we will take care of our own”, is no mere idle threat but a guaranteed promise.
Ever wonder how many people were involved when Anna Mae Aquash was actually killed? We now know its a massive conspiracy involving Leonard Peltier, Dennis banks, Russell Means, Clyde Bellecourt, William means, John Trudell, Ted Means, Dino butler, Charlie Hill, Vernon Bellecourts, certain Lakota AIM women, secretive white Jewish attorneys and some special recruited allies from south and central America. MS13? Maybe? Its a beautiful lie of deception they have been telling us.
It is highly doubtful if Leonard Peltier will ever tell any truths concerning the AIM. He is into lying about his acts too deep he cant back out now. No one believes him anymore. He has rotted in prison and will die incarcerated as a prison homosexual. Leonard Peltier doesn’t know any thing about how certain AIM Leaders used him to do the dirty deeds they wanted done to cover their acts of betrayal to the American Indian Movement. ALL FOR MONEY OR CHILD SEX ACTS.
He was played, punked and he didn’t even suspect a thing. He’s too egocentric about his own sense of value for decency and still so dense in the head to know the Minneapolis crew ordered and played him for a dumb fool. They left him to rot in there forever now. Even Jesus couldn’t get Leonard Peltier out of prison.
So, that brings out some little questions about who, or what, was the dark and sinister invisible mind force behind AIM’s most disastrous era when killing “AIM members” was not an option but a reality? Who is sneaky enough to stage all the acts of the AIM as attributed to certain people and never to themselves? Who would think they could use the AIM activities to mask and hide their personal agendas? How much of the “secret hidden off-shore bank accounts” did the referenced “former Federal Agent” routinely get a percentage of? Why the big AIM agenda about Federal Informants and Operatives? Could those federal informants and operatives recognize the “former Federal agent”? What did the AIM have to hide, or who in the AIM leadership had some thing to hide?
If you’re a American Indian leader, you’re obligated to be of good content of character and able to meet with other sovereign nation leaders. Including leaders of the United States government and people. We have treaties and legal agreements with them people, you know what i mean? Why try to undermine the very basis of our existence as a people by disavowing our ancestors agreements and testament of their passage thru time of the invasion of other people onto our lands? It doesn’t make sense.
Vernon Bellecourt! Ask Vernon Bellecourt! He knows!..Arlo Lookingcloud-2000
He did hide the AIM-IITC millions in off shore bank accounts in Panama, Spain and Geneva, Switzerland. Or perhaps after the disagreement with Russell means, he has switched locations and account names. Some one mentioned they have always had them accounts but were now in Germany and Italy. one thing is certain, he would have some problems bringing that much money into American banking services without reporting it or finding a legal operation to do such a venture.
Which is why he was always traveling out of country when ever AIM had a direct armed confrontational occupation going in the United States or Canada. His famous habit of calling the AIM security and saying, “I cant be with you, brothers, but I am there with you in spirit! hoka hey! its a good day to die!”. “I got you all some donations, here’s where to pick them up at or so-n-so will be arriving to hand them to you.” “Hoka Hey!”. Yeee haww! Yeee haww!!..Click!
Then dear old Vernon Bellecourt would go out soliciting more financial contributions supposedly for the current American Indian conflict but if any came in? they went directly into the AIM-IITC secret bank accounts and those donations were never mentioned or held accountable since he lied so beautifully about any such donations ever happening. while the American Indian people were defending the American land and people, Vernon was in another country soliciting millions of donated dollars to the AIM-IITC American Indian activism cause. Figure that and say, no way!!! Windigo monies “for the Indian cause”.
Recruiting, grooming and mentally challenging lesser intelligent, “I want to belong to AIM” candidates, to kill the person who would reveal how, and when, he stole the AIM-IITC donated hundreds of millions of dollar funds was easy. Money was a strong enough reason for Vernon Bellecourt to sabotage the AIM. It never was about Anna Mae Aquash revealing Leonard Peltier as the premiere AIM hit man or the notion of “Informants or Operatives” inside the AIM.
Yes, its true Leonard Peltier feared Anna Mae Aquash would tell how he bragged about killing the FBI agents. He was instructed to kill Anna Mae1 Aquash where she stands in Farmington, New Mexico but that was never revealed till later.
Then “another Anna mae2 Aquash” surfaced after the Farmington “anna mae1 aquash”
incident and they were back to square 1 and who was this “anna mae2 aquash”?
Only after Vernon bellecourt commanded John Graham to do some thing about the “Anna Mae aquash2 problem” was “AnnaMmae2 Aquash” addressed. John graham had always worked for Vernon bellecourt and got paid very well for his efforts and successes. Then the “works” were in the making and it was going to be over in a few days.
Its not too “stupid” to think Leonard Peltier and karate expert, Charlie hill, were the men that knocked out Anna Mae Aquash’s teeth. Why? think about it. Anna Mae Aquash was a Canadian woman who knew nothing about American prison ethics and how ex-convicts operate after being released.
There are many AIM warriors Vernon has approached and asked to murder someone he hates or had problems with. In the near future we will meet his, and Dennis Bank’s, “secretive California espanic-indian killing bad boys”. ALL RECRUITED AND GROOMED DURING THE D-Q SUNDANCE CEREMONIES IN DAVIS CALIFORNIA. The great Wanka Tanka is on their side. A mini version of “Wanna Bee Indian” jihad. A holy war with the Europeans. Unless they escape back south to Mexico, the central or south Americas.
How do we know Clyde Bellecourt in not doing the same recruiting and grooming an entirely new AIM-IITC hit squad at the Pipestone Sndance he states that he started because he had a vision? Maybe too much LSD since he was found guilty of selling 500 hits of LSD to Indian kids. Maybe the United states government can find several of them to question and detain.
Its likely both Clyde and Vernon will either commit suicide or fall down crying about the hidden hundreds of millions of stolen dollars being exposed. Its quite possible they are as smart as john graham and probably have rehearsed a course of action over the 32 years since Anna Mae Aquash’s killing. Then when that actual moment happens they’ve been dreading and planning for? They don’t remember what they had planned and reveal themselves as the idiots they are.
Vernon, Dennis and Clyde used thousands of donated dollars and drugs to post-released ex-felons recruited AIMSTER hit men to do their dirty work. The United States prisons systems is still full of the AIMSTER warriors they used and left to rot in prison. They may be in serious danger if them lifers ever get a hold of their old asses in prison at this stage of their game.
Their conspiracy lies are all falling apart.
Vernon Bellecourt is a thief.
His baby brother, Clyde Bellecourt, is a thug and a thief.
Dennis Banks is into denial and an inspiring lying-walking-running pedophile. A walking dream of insanity and always planning “hits” against people who say he’s a pedophile. Think i am lying? Look at the court records of what kamook said and what Dennis remembers. CHILD ABUSE! Time line is the clue.
Ego-maniac Russell Means still has no clue about integrity but trained as an accountant. The boy lost his brains and still cant understand lying is not a content of character for an American Indian leader or maybe his accountant
training is more powerful then he believes.
Lobo Johnny Trudell is a drug-fried “paranoid” can of spam. His buddies “Quiltman” and Dino Butler seem to be his only touch of reality with the 21st century.
NOTE AND CREDIT TO: Susan Dupree “LookBack Woman.
John Trudell is the “co-founder” of the American Indian Movement, a documented collection of “Pretendians” who’s personal and collective history include the rape and murder of Annie Mae Aquash, First Nations Indigenous woman and mother of 3 from Canada. Trudell by being once upon a time “Mr. AIM” is also directly connected to the brutal murder of Black African American and human being Perry Ray Robinson Jr. by Dennis Banks, Clyde and Vern Bellecourt, Russel Means, Carter Camp, David Hill among other AIM notables which were at Wounded Knee when Robinson a husband and father of 3 was shot and allowed to bleed to death.
Both Aquash and Robinson were murdered in South Dakota on the Pine Ridge Indian Reservation where the American Indian Movement began to derail, subvert, and destroy any and all possibilities of the realities of reservation suffering and corruption by tribal government officials being made public…
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On American Indian Reservations with this case as a blatant example, the FBI has a “systematic in place” evidence destroying/protect the beast policy used to “delete” dozens of cases of sexual abuse of Native American children by Native American pedophiles in “Indian Country”.
This is a time of reckoning. This is where the Roads Cross. This is where we know if we are doing good things in this world, or if we are abandoning those we know are mistreated, neglected, tormented. This is where we decide that we have the power to do something that will make a difference to all generations now and next, and it doesn’t cost us a dime.
This is not a plea for donations but it’s going to cost you, many, many troubled nights, and days when your mind wanders back and you remember, Two Children Murdered and no one has done anything about it.
Take a look: Meet Destiny. She was 9. And her little brother, “Baby Travis” who was 7: WORD PRESS WOULD ONLY ALLOW ME TO POST ONE PHOTO SO I POSTED DESTINY’S.
They were viciously raped, mutilated while they were still alive, and murdered. Their bodies were found stuffed between the mattress and box spring of their father’s bed. He was a known meth addict who bought a drug screening pass from Chuck Trottier, as so many others have before him and since. The mother was given no choice, but had to leave her children with their father, for ‘visits’ despite reports of molest and rape because the Tribal Court thought they were whiners.
No one has been held accountable in the brutal violation and murder of these two children, nor is it likely they ever will, despite the witnesses who came forward, the amount of evidence that was available.
Why? Because, in Spirit Lake, where the most evil violations of children are ignored, and those who commit murders, rapes and who routinely raid the funds to fill their own lavish lifestyles, this is just another sad story, with no intention of finding Justice, nor any attempt even being made, by those whom you would think would themselves, be held accountable.
The reports have been numerous and graphic about the abuses of children, pre-teens, toddlers and infants, and yet, not one move by those in government. Reports have been filed. Mandatory reporting has been done… but not one arrest, not one child rescued. And this goes all the way up the line. All. The. Way.
The BIA, in Washington, DC, has a report on their desk, sitting there, for over a week. If I get my hands on it, I am posting it here.
The FBI, and the US Attorney General’s who have been in charge of Indian Country territories, such as Spirit Lake and Fort Berthold, Standing Rock, etc… seem to have a knack for ignoring violent crimes against women and children. Harper’s Magazine did an amazing, detailed article on Standing Rock, back in February 2011.
One would think that it would be different when it involves crimes against children. Given the uproar over the Penn State pedophile scandal, and so many with the University, and in Law Enforcement, were all involved with concealing and abetting Sandusky’s pedophilia. There has even been speculation that one District Attorney, Ray Gricar, may have been investigating the crimes when he suddenly disappeared from the face of the map, along with his laptop.
It is assumed he was murdered, but even before his disappearance could be investigated, a smear campaign on him alluding to supposed homosexuality on his part (saying he was ‘maybe’ meeting a male prostitute). I can think of no reason for them to bring that kind of conjecture to a case, based on nothing, unless they wanted, in advance, to discredit anyone who may know anything about whom he was investigating or for what.
From what I have seen of the FBI, especially in cases involving crimes against children where the suspects are either high profile or politically well connected, they will move mountains to destroy credibility and evidence in order to protect the powerful, at the cost of young lives. It would not surprise me to find that they, FBI, had something to with both his disappearance and the smear campaign to discredit him. Why? Because it’s what they do, in high profile pedophile cases. They make it go away.
Again, I remind you all about Steven Bruce Cartier, caught with over 1 Million child porn images on his computer, and the USAG never once investigated his family, which had several pedophiles and registered sex offenders, nor any of the people he worked for or with, at least 6 of which are Level 3 Sex Offenders. They concluded, despite all odds, that he acted alone, and did not even share files (which is what pedos do, they swap images because no one can get 1 Million images of children, most of whom they had never encountered, without trading and swapping). But the FBI and the USAG at that time, wanted to make sure that a wider investigation, even 1º of separation, were thwarted at the outset. They even sold his computers at auction. Imagine.
So, we come to the murder scene of these two little children. The mother and her surviving son, having just found the two bodies, butchered, mutilated and worse, covered in blood, and the FBI is on the scene. All is well?
Something Fishy FBI Style
It’s already known who the father of the murdered children is. And it is already known who his best friends are, including child rapist, Junior Herman, who lives just a stone’s throw from the house and who spent a lot of time at that house, with those children, supervised and unsupervised.
Witness were horrified at the crime scene, in fact, many were allowed to walk through it. Nothing was ‘secured’.
By now, I am sure that the FBI already knew that Junior Herman was involved. I’m sure the phone calls were made to Poopsie, soon as the call came in, “Homicide, Spirit Lake, children..” Because the FBI makes no move without consulting with Poopsie in order to be sure no one, politically well connected, gets their toes stepped on.
Example: When the SMC Plant was raided, the FBI set up a war room in the Blue Building, maps and documents spread out on tables, and who was directing them as to where they could go and could not go? The BIA Captain? No. Poopsie. He was not even in Law Enforcement, but they were taking directions on the limit and scope of their raid, from him. Why?
The FBI does not make a move on that rez without consulting Poopsie. Just in case, such as in the case of those two murdered children, a call went in, and they knew what they had to do. Destroy the evidence, botch the investigation so that it can never be brought to court.
Derek Trout, seems to be the FBI Agent of choice for such missions. At least, if there is a case that needs to be mishandled, he is the go-to man to see to it that it never sees court. It was Derek Trout who gave the order for the Social Worker on the scene, to take the mother, the surviving child, to go get them cleaned up. They were never tested or swabbed for DNA at the scene, nor ever. They weren’t even photographed. In fact, no one remembers seeing any photographing of the scene. Seems fundamental, doesn’t it?
The Social Worker had carefully bagged the clothing so that it could be used for evidence (despite Chain of Custody being broken.) She handed the individual bags to FBI Agent Trout, who then handed them to an auntie, and told her to launder them. She did.
People held onto this information for over a year. They were afraid that if it got out, then there could never be a trial and there would never be any justice. They were sure the FBI and the USAG– Tim Purdon, were going to somehow, magically build a case, so they stayed quiet on this. One said that they were told that if they told anyone, it would be “Their Fault” that the case against the Father of the murdered children fell apart. “Their Fault” if Junior Herman was never brought to trial. “Their Fault,” mind you, not the FBI.
The name Derek Trout has surfaced, time and time again, in cases I hear about. Always along the same lines. Always, the case is somehow ‘ruined’ and nothing gets done. Trout is a serial screw up. But a screw up with a mission: Protect the Turdclan. Why? Because if anyone in the Turdclan goes down for a big crime, they might talk about what they know about other crimes committed, say Murders, and specifically the Murder of Eddie Peltier. Junior Herman is surely one of those protected Turdlings. His mother, Celeste Pisster Herman is the one who hit Eddie in the side of his head with a cast iron frying pan… knocking him to the floor, where her brothers kicked and stomped, James “Poopsie” Yankton, finishing him off with an aluminum baseball bat. Thud! Thud! Thud! “Stop hitting him James! You’ve already killed him!” the woman screamed… the whole neighborhood heard that blood chilling yell in the small hours of that morning…
Poopsie and his family, already had the FBI Agent, Helleckson, a falling down drunken disgrace, exiled to the rez to finish his career, co opted and in their pocket. US Attorney General, Lynn Crooks, came on board easily enough, and Dennis Fischer, another USAG, more than happy to help frame the innocent. The FBI assisted with beatings and threats to witnesses…
Well, you get the picture. Poopsie had them all jumping to protect his family because he promised them, long ago: “If I go down, I’m taking everyone with me.” That sent chills all the way to Washington, DC. He can, and he will.
So, when Poopsie’s nephew is involved in child rape, mutilation, murder, Poopsie knows he can count on the FBI. And it appears, in the person of Derek Trout, SAC, they have what they need. Evidence Destroyed √. No DNA swabs √, no photographs √, launder the bloody clothes √. √Done
I am not harming the case by pointing this out. It was never going to go to trial. The minute the Defense filed for discovery, it would become apparent that the case was hollowed out on the inside, by those who were on the inside.
Junior Herman went on to rape another young girl, a 6 or 7 yr. Old neighbor girl. Bentley Grey Bear, the local Go-To-Man for the Turdclan, made sure he mucked up the scene, and Janis Morley, the joke of a AUSA on site, failed to preserve, protect evidence and statements … was able to throw the case away in court, and Junior got off, scot free, despite having written a letter of apology to the family of the girl he raped.
Good news, Justice Junkies! Junior Herman was found guilty on a charge: “Lying to the Judge”. Yup, we call it perjury, that he lied about his whereabouts on the day the child was raped, but Perjury carries such harsh sentences… so the judge, in order to make a point, had him charged for lying. He was given a 1 yr sentence, mostly suspended, with only 6 months of ‘monitoring’. Well, that’ll teach him!
So, you have all you need out there: Children trafficked for sex, funds intended for their care & treatment raided, Their educational scholarships stolen from them… and even murder, nothing really rising to the level of investigation by the USAG out there.
Reports are in, and Purdon’s office responds by patting himself on the back for all the successful prosecutions they’ve had (the laughable sentences for the Fuel Oil scams) (and now, that biggy for “Lying”)… So it was clear that Purdon’s main concern was not the reports of children being abused, neglected, raped, murdered, but rather, his own ‘shiny’ reputation. I about threw up.
Of course, now, he is stating, publicly, that it is ‘troubling’.
Really?”Troubling?” like a riddle or a difficult math problem? Not Critical. Not Urgent. “Troubling”. Was he trying to say: “Mystifying”? Because he seems to have no sense that there is anything he, nor his office need to do about this, except observe it from afar, & ponder it, like a balloon carried aloft, disappearing into the bright blue sky. Gee.
I remind you, not that I need to, about the outrage over those who knew about Sandusky’s indignities upon young children, who did nothing and who protected him, rather than protecting the children, by doing nothing. Nothing.
Now, there are people in position to know who have made detailed reports, declared the emergency, and those in the USAG who are supposed to be protecting the victims, are doing NOTHING.
They have a murderer in jail on a misdemeanor, and another child rapist, accomplice in those murders, getting his wrist slapped for ‘lying’. No one is protecting the children. They are protecting the pedophiles. They are protecting the guilty. They are protecting the corrupt.
Where’s the outrage?
This is where The Good Road and the Road of Difficulties Cross. This is Our Holy Place. What we do here, and now, about this, will determine our worthiness to exist in any comforts, or to have any value in our lives. Do we gain value? Or do we just exist to protect the corrupt? The Pedophiles? Do we, as they do, just do “Nothing”? Does that absolve them? Us?
The Snake Pit that is that Rez, out there, has Innocents trying to survive. There are Good People trying to save the Innocents and rid their community of the Evil that runs the place, but they are surrounded by the Greater Evil: Apathy and Arrogance of Federal and State Government, their agents and agencies who will allow these children, in this critically urgent situation, to perish or bear unthinkable indignities, while they chat over coffee and pastries, as to who, exactly, they can pass it all off on. So far, every Agency has said it wasn’t their responsibility. Every Single One.
Children are being raped, abused and murdered. Let me know when you think you might have a clue as to whose table it is.
This is your Holy Place.
“The trouble is that once you see injustice, you can’t unsee it. And once you’ve seen it, keeping quiet becomes as political an act as speaking out.” –Arundhati Roy
What came to light with the Penn State pedophile trial was, or should be eye opening. People that were looked up to, even revered in social circles, and political circles, turned out to be the worst kinds of monsters walking the planet. Pedophiles, and those who enable them.
The acts committed against these young boys, being told in court, from the mouths of grown men, still damaged, unhealed wounds upon their spirit still festering, was sickening to all.
How many people now look at Jerry Sandusky, and the others involved in this, and instead of adulation, adoration, feel revulsion and want to vomit? Most, I would say, most feel like vomiting. Most feel betrayed by a man that was in a position of Trust.
Worse, look at the people in authority who were in a position of trust, and who, because they wanted to protect the pedophile, did NOTHING to save those boys, prevent more boys from being abused, raped, ruined. They are, in my book, and I am sure, in most people’s minds, just as guilty.
Not just the schools, but the police, the prosecutors, and everyone on up the chain of command at the university.
Now, we not only see Sandusky for what he always was, we see those around him, who protected him, for what they are.
Sandusky is a vile, slimy, degenerate. Those who protected him; weaklings who enabled a pedophile, who turned their backs on the children in order to keep their place, near the man of wealth and power.
Now, that is all gone, and the stain of his ugliness, covers them all.
“Why didn’t you do something to stop this!” is the question asked over and over again. “You knew and you did nothing!”
“It was reported to you and you did nothing!”
“Why did you not investigate? At least investigate?”
And the nation is outraged.
As we should be– at Sandusky, and at those who enabled him, for decades, to rape those children. Even his wife, (she knew) is no longer welcomed at the fundraisers, the country club, and the invitations to dine, mingle or party— vaporized, swept away by ugly, sooty smoke. Gone.
What Would You Do If You Knew?
That part of us that is human, cannot imagine, anyone who knew a child was being raped or hurt, neglected, abused, would not, for all they are worth, do something to stop it.
As bad as Sandusky is, and as vile as what he did, for as long as he did it, was– it pales in comparison to what more than 100 children on the Spirit Lake Rez are enduring, and have endured, for almost 2 generations. Likely, much longer.
They are being forced to live with known pedophiles, registered sex offenders, abusers, and under circumstances of neglect that would, if you knew, drop you to your knees, puking.
And it is known. It has been reported, it has been witnessed and it has been reported again, and again, and again… newborns, toddlers, teens… raped, often brutally, sometimes drugged and raped, and nothing is done.
Everyone that is in a mandatory reporting position, especially the police, do nothing. The State has had reports and they do nothing. Dr. Tilus’s letter has yet to receive any action from any agency, responsible for the safety of children.
The FBI Knows. US Attorney, Tim Purdon, Knows. Tara Mullhauser, Knows. The police in Devils Lake Know. Officer Bentley Greybear knows as does everyone who is a Tribal Cop, or works in the jail, or in the clinic, or in the school, or in any position of Tribal, State, Federal Government, including judges— they ALL KNOW. And they are doing NOTHING.
Children are becoming sick, getting diseases, being injured, suiciding and being murdered… and they all do NOTHING.
What do you think of these people? What do you think should be done to those people who have, all this time, known about these offenses, circumstances, and who have seen the children, and done nothing?
Now, you all know. You know it is going on. You know they know. Start phoning. Start demanding that they DO THEIR JOBS and they REMOVE those children from danger, and get them into SAFE KEEPING NOW.
Tara Mullhauser, the chronic coffee breaker, just rolls her eyes and says that because of ‘sovereignty’ the Tribe can, essentially do whatever they want, even to the children. Really? Pedophiles can roam freely, dragging their victims around, as long as it is on the rez? Registered sex offenders can do whatever they want and Ms. Mullhauser just shrugs her shoulders?
People, it is up to us, all of us, to stand up for these children. It is up to us to speak out and demand something be done NOW. Because those we thought were doing their jobs, protecting the children, are instead, covering for the pedophiles, enabling them, and many, I suspect, are sharing in the indulgences.
We must see them for what they are– All of them.
And we must demand, and demand, and demand, until everywhere they turn, they see us, hear us, and have no place to run, no place to hide. Because, until they act, those children, those babies, have nowhere to run, nowhere to hide, and are dreading every minute of their existence.
It is OUR TURN to stop the ugliness. We would have done it if we had known about what was going on at Penn State, wouldn’t we?
And Robbing Them…
Not only was Kevin Dauphinais, aka “Brownshield” robbing these children of the monthly stipends that were supposed to go to their care, and making himself very rich, he was also given signing authority over the Individual Indian Money Account, IIMA, which is supposed to be accruing royalty payments and interest during the lifetime of Indian Children on the Rez, and then, when they turn 18, that money is supposed to be given to them in a lump sum (and typically, the Yanktons would rob them of it that day or the next), in amounts that were $20K+ on average. It was supposed to help them with whatever they wanted in life: Education, a job, starting a business, buying a house, a vehicle… anything.
But Kevin was given Signing Authority by Myra Pearson, and suddenly, those kids got less and less money, to the point that if they were receiving now, only about a hundred dollars or so, each. Sometime ago I remember reporting that they were told the IIMA was ‘broke’ and they received, several, of them– Nothing.
Where did the money go?
So, typically, children on the rez are raped and robbed, and no one does anything about it. No one.
It’s OUR TURN. All we have to do is phone, email, and fax, and demand, demand, demand. Start with Tim Purdon’s office. And go UP from there. I mean all the way up. Go to the heads of every Agency. Go to Eric Holder’s Office. Go to the Head of the BIA.
And don’t stop until we know that those children are safe.
It’s what we expected them to do at Penn State, right? Once they knew?
Only our silence will enable these monsters to keep gnawing on the bones of the children.
When the story is told, will we be one of those slamming our doors and not wanting to talk to anyone? Or will we know that something we did, some action we took, brought the monsters down. Will we be able to hold our heads up? I hope so. I hope so. I really hope so.
They don’t look like monsters right now. Neither did Sandusky. They look like police, USAGs, Judges, Senators, Governors, Congressmen, Tribal Councilors, … they look like you and I, right now. But we know what they really are. And they are not like us. They are monsters, and they will cower and shrivel from the light of truth when you bring them down…
And so will everyone that enabled them.
This is what separates us from the monsters. Our courage to do the right thing, for the children.
I promise you, this will be the ugliest fight you have ever engaged in. It will sicken you, and it will make you angry beyond anything you thought you could feel inside towards another person. But, if you do this, you will have done at least one thing in your life that made a hundred lives better.
It’s what we thought they should have done at Penn State. It’s what we know we must do.
Forward: “Got some interesting info to share…individual came forward eyewitness to where Chris Westerman buried Robinsons body after David Hill shot Robinson, Thunder Hawk & Decora let Robinson bleed to death, & it come to light Joseph Trimbach was helping Hill after WK, the shooter, John Trimbach writing another book, wanting docs & proof when always knowing the truth about the Robinson & Aquash murders…fool me once shame on you, fool me twice shame on me! You were right on not to trust John..stayed around long enough to find out what he thought I had, only got enough to flush out the truth. Check out the Richard Two Elk video he filmed of Two Elk while the two were at the Dick Marshal trial March 2010…I set the stage for John to ask Two Elk about threatening me Aug. 2008…Two Elk comes unglued. Its on landing page http://www.lookingbackwoman.ca.
This compliments your post, Rezinate.
Best, LBW/”Looking Back Woman”/Suzanne Dupree https://rezinate.wordpress.com/2015/12/08/coconspirator/
Black Civil Rights Worker Perry Ray Robinson. went to Wounded Knee in 1973 for the purpose of helping find a peaceful solution to what was taking place there. He was a supporter of and participated with Martin Luther King Jr. in the Civil Rights Movement and believed that “non-violence” as a protest tactic would bring the needed results to the demands being made by the American Indian Movement at Wounded Knee.
This was not what the the founders of and then active members of the American Indian Movement thought and wanted. Their response to Robinson’s “spirituality” was to murder him while racially profiling him as a “nigger”.
The American Indian Movement in 1973 had those in the know as to what happened to Robinson and or were there including AIM Chairman at the time John Trudell and Dennis Banks. It was Banks who gave the order to David Hill to shoot Robinson. Banks also directed where Robinson’s body was to buried at Wounded Knee…which spot has yet to be located. . Other prominent AIM leaders/members at Wounded Knee at this time included Russell Means, Leonard Peltier, Leonard Crow Dog, Clyde Bellecourt, Carter Camp, and FBI operative/AIM member Doug Durham and Annie Mae Aquash who was murdered by AIM in part because she was a witness to Robinson’s murder.
The FBI And Their Complicity
With their “COENTELPRO” operative Durham on the inside at Wounded Knee (Dennis Banks “best buddy”) when Robinson was shot, it would take the “White Supremacist” FBI operating in South Dakota 41 years to state “a black civil rights activist was killed during the 1973 occupation of Wounded Knee and concluding finally that it suspects militant members of the American Indian Movement are responsible”. Oh really? !
FBI Agent and Special Agent In Charge at the time was Joseph H. Trimbach. Trimbach knew for a fact that David Hill shot Robinson. Trimbach and the FBI also gave Hill a “free won’t go to jail” card. His son John M. Trimbach with his father wrote a book entitled “The American Indian Mafia”. In their book there is no reference or hint that that the FBI knew that David Hill shot Robinson on orders from Dennis Banks which means that the FBI is complicit in the murder of Robinson.
According to the FBI documents (edited and/or changed for “cover their ass” purposes), an unidentified cooperating witness told agents that “Robinson had been tortured and murdered within the AIM occupation perimeter, and then his remains were buried `in the hills.”’
Another witness told agents that Robinson was in Wounded Knee for about a week and had difficulty adjusting to the lack of food, the chaos of the scene and the unilateral AIM command. That witness said Robinson immediately wanted to open discussion in the bunker about AIM’s strategies but no one listened or took him seriously. This led to a heated exchange with Dennis Banks who was infuriated that Robinson would not pick up a gun.
One story is that he was taken to a house by a security team. When Robinson grabbed a knife from a table, he was circled by AIM security guards, according to the witness. A shot rang out, and Robinson’s eyes “rolled up as he went down.
Another story. “He was sitting on somebody’s porch eating oatmeal. An Indian dude came up, ordered him to go see Dennis Banks. Ray said, ‘In a minute – I’m eating my oatmeal – I’ll go when I’ve finished.’ The Indian dude got affronted by Ray’s lack of servility. The Indian shot Ray dead,” Cheryl Robinson, Rays wife wrote.
These versions are embedded with lies and half truths for the purpose of hiding the shooter David Hill as well as denigrating Robinson.
Ray Robinson was at Wounded Knee no more than a week but quickly got a reputation as unwilling to take part in the fight, said Richard Two Elk of Denver. On the day he was shot, Robinson had again refused to pick up a gun, Two Elk said.
“He constantly annoyed us and got on our nerves in the bunker,” Two Elk said.
“What we know is the guy died. The guy got shot. But I didn’t see a fatal injury. I didn’t see him die. I didn’t know what happened to him. There’s some discussion that after he was shot, he may have been shot again or something else might have caused his death,” Two Elk said.
Ray Robinson’s leg wound didn’t appear to be planned, he said.
Another account outlined in a Feb. 1, 1975, letter from Deming to Cheryl Robinson suggests another source said Ray Robinson was shot after being loud and trying to lead AIM members.
“And the Indians didn’t appreciate it. And told him so. And Ray pulled a gun,” Deming wrote. “And the Indian he’d pulled a gun on shot him in the leg. Not with intention to kill or maim … but intention simply to get the situation under control. The wound was not a bad one.”
The source said Ray Robinson was taken to a hospital and not seen again, Deming wrote.
In an earlier letter, on Dec. 29, 1974, to Deming, Cheryl Robinson wrote: “I’m almost sure that he wasn’t wounded in the leg first, then offed later.”
Also there was the “racial component” that was in the undercurrent at Wounded Knee then.
According to one former AIM member, Robinson was described as a “loud mouthed nigger”.
Realistically speaking, it no longer matters what witnesses may have said about what happened to Ray Robinson in light of the fact that he was shot by David Hill on orders from “I can’t remember a Black man there” Dennis Banks and with the “cover-up approval” of the FBI to this day!
It should also be noted that back then when all of this was taking place in South Dakota in 1973, the FBI was a “White Supremacist”/KKK run outfit. Example would be in how they protected (allowing him to be elected SD Governor) Bill Janklow, serial rapist of Indian girls and co-responsible for the murder of one Jancita Eagle Deer, his baby sitter on the Rosebud Sioux Tribe Reservation who he brutally raped. She was found dead 2 weeks before she was to testify to being raped by Janklow which would have ended his political future.
One witness had stated that Eagle Deer was last seen alive with would you believe, the one and only FBI operative Doug Durham! When her mother Delphine tried to get her death investigated, she was found dead also. Any FBI investigations? You get one answer.
For me it is still mind boggling that Black/African Americans in government, the media, academia, sports, Civil Rights leaders, Church leaders, and even the Nation of Islam and the “Old” and New Black Panther Parties, that few if any have shown any compassion and interest in Robinson’s story then you would find at local Klan meeting in Robinson’s home state of Alabama and I would add…to their condemnation in the sight of God and man because Robinson’s innocent blood is still crying from the ground and to this day no one hears.
John Trudell is the “co-founder” of the American Indian Movement, a documented collection of “Pretendians” who’s personal and collective history include the rape and murder of Annie Mae Aquash, First Nations Indigenous woman and mother of 3 from Canada. Trudell by being once upon a time “Mr. AIM” is also directly connected to the brutal murder of Black African American and human being Perry Ray Robinson Jr. by Dennis Banks, Clyde and Vern Bellecourt, Russel Means, Carter Camp, David Hill among other AIM notables which were at Wounded Knee when Robinson a husband and father of 3 was shot and allowed to bleed to death.
Both Aquash and Robinson were murdered in South Dakota on the Pine Ridge Indian Reservation where the American Indian Movement began to derail, subvert, and destroy any and all possibilities of the realities of reservation suffering and corruption by tribal government officials being made public in a humane and civilized way. Instead their unbridled and FBI-State/Federal Government sanctioned (using inside “operatives”} displays of violence closed those very doors where those on the inside of the FBI and Bureau of Indian Affairs were protecting and were in the “money bed” with. The collateral damage of this successful strategy was the heinous rape and murder of Annie Mae and the merciless murder of Ray with the guilty on the “inside” remaining free and untainted to this day.
Trudell, the “coyote poop poet” and “masturbation mouth” self glorifying legend in his own mind was in the know of everything happening to and what did happen to Annie Mae In fact, Trudell, Banks, and Leonard Peltier agreed together to “snuff” her while at the same time she had made the fatal mistake of believing this glorified and worshiped by stupid dumb as a rock White women (and “wannabe Indians”) would cover her back and vindicate her from the FBI operative generated lies and “jacketing of her” with by the very members of the group of she chose to be a member of and trusted.
When she witnessed in the hearing out of the mouth of murderer, pedophile raping (“I like 13 year olds”) and infamous “gag a maggot” folk hero Leonard Peltier that he in fact murdered in cold blood at the Jumping Bull property on Pine Ridge two FBI agents, it was then and there began a campaign by Peltier, Dennis Banks, Clyde and Vern Bellecourt and with Trudells complicity (SILENCE) to target her as a “snitch” using the lies generated by the best “fudge buddy” of Banks, Doug Durham who later admitted working for the FBI and thus was the protagonist of preparing the way for the rape and murder of Annie Mae.
This is why when Annie Mae told FBI agent and sodomite David Price where to “stick it” when asking her about Peltier, and his response was that he would make sure she would be dead in a year knowing that his punk ass agent provocateur Durham would do what was necessary to get that “inside job’ done and sure enough… she ended up dead.
Peltier (who’s daughter Marquita I would bring from Pine Ridge to her embezzling $’s daddy’s office in Lawrence KS) would later put a gun in her mouth threatening to kill her if she was a “snitch” to his confession in front of her (among other AIM crimes) of his murdering in cold blood the two FBI agents! No wonder he deserves to rot in jail and burn in hell where there already is residing now his brothers starting with gang rapist Russell Means, Carter Camp, and one of the Bellecourt brothers…the sodomite if I remember right.
No matter because one of the Bellecourt’s or both gave the order to “assassinate” Annie Mae. Their “hit men” took her to Wanblee SD on the Pine Ridge Reservation and while she was praying…BANG…THEY PUT A BULLET IN THE BACK OF HER HEAD… which unfortunately did not immediately kill her. So the American Indian Movement WARRIOR OF THE MOMENT then pushed her off the cliff into a ravine to slowly bleed and freeze to death. Yes, Trudell the great “Pretendian” knew “then” and knows now all of this and this animated by Satan puke said nothing then and says nothing now.
Trudell as Annie Mae’s “Warrior Brother” and present day emasculated fake Indian of so called “Santee Sioux” blood, would listen to Annie when she called him in fear for her life pretending…say INTENTIONALLY LYING TO HER that he cared about her safety and welfare. He even received a discussed between the both of them ahead of time “cry for help” in the form of a letter and ring from her which he knew indicated just how bad the threats were becoming…say “life threatening”. As if he was surprised this great American Indian Warrior as my wife calls him!
Again it should not be surprising to me or should it be to anyone when this “American Indian Intellectual diarrhea of the mouth” leader/co-founder of the American Indian BOWEL Movement all of a sudden had a “stinky out of his butt brain fart” when asked while on the stand during the murder trial of those who raped and killed his “sister”Annie Mae if he still had that letter. Warrior John of course came clean and said “no, it burnt in the fire”, ironically in the fire that burned to death his wife and 4 children.
It should also be noted that in the transcripts the “interrogator” of Trudell during the trial did NOT ask him if he read the letter let alone what was in it…say “staged prepared by government ahead of time cover-up” testimony to save John’s “coyote poop on himself” stinky ass for his silence while protecting their complicity in what happened to Annie Mae and by ALL who were involved including the FBI!
Say KARMA Trudell. If you had no compassion or was “Warrior” enough to defend a mother of three from being raped and murdered by your “owned by the devil brothers” and would to this day protect the murderers of Ray Robinson, a father of 3 and whose body YOU STILL HIDE in your denials, then you should not have been surprised with your intellectual genius that the Creator chose NOT to protect “YOURS”!
Now let’s head to the “back of the American Indian Movement Bus” and here we find Perry Ray Robinson who was treated by AIM like the KKK treated him in Alabama…as a NIGGER! AIM didn’t lynch this “human being” as he called himself (when filling out government/job forms instead of using the racial term Black). They just put a bullet in his leg and let him bleed out in a closet…denying him any medical help from 1-3 White Viet Nam era nurses (who also mysteriously vanished into thin air no where to be seen or “found” again).
To this day Ray’s wife and his 3 children simply want his body to be returned home. Hey TRUDELL…can you read through those so cool looking “blood stained glasses” of yours?
Ray came to Wounded Knee to share the peaceful and working “street strategy” of non violence that produced the kind of political results needed to bring national attention to the injustices he and “his people” had suffered when growing up in the South and at the hands of the same “KKK”/Free Masonic fraternity of brothers that ran South Dakota. (Did you know the KKK was founded by Free Masons and that the Mt. Rushmore carver was a Grand Dragon of the KKK?)
Ray was a active man for and with Martin Luther King’s non-violent agenda which he believed would help American Indians and he believed if the injustices they were suffering were presented in a “peaceful way” after the proven and workable pattern of the “Civil Rights Movement” that that would in turn generate the sympathy and needed action for the blessing and benefit of the grass roots Oyate poor Lakota suffering on Pine Ridge and throughout all of “Indian Country”.
WHOOPS… fatal mistake on Ray’s part. The drugged, drinking, pedophile infested and raping collection of “FAKE” American Indians labeling themselves as “saviors” of “Indian Country” would have none of that in their demented, distorted, and “under the influence of” minds. This “nigger” was a pain in their ass and they decided to figure out a way to “off him” and they did.
Coyote Trudell was in the know then about Ray’s murder and in “infinite detail” including where his body was buried then and is buried today right now at this moment in Wounded Knee South Dakota along with Fake Indian Extraordinaire Dennis Banks who with one remaining “Siamese Sicko Twins” (linked at the penis) Bellecourt brothers and which Trudell was forever in communications with. NOTHING slipped by Trudell with his “RED MAN” brain power and NOTHING would ever be forgotten either.
In fact, to experience Trudel’s “artistic and intellectual genius” all one has to do is listen to his endless regurgitated redundant diversionary collection of “Legend In His Own Mind” CD’s i.e. “Consummate Denial “grass fed hallucinations” to realize they are nothing more and for sure less then the anal gestures and sound bites of one who is “coyote coward” running away from his part and responsibility in the rape and murder of Annie Mae Aquash and the murder of “Human Being” and Black man Perry Ray Robinson.
I would venture to say that if anyone were to do a “blood lineage” search on Trudell, I am convinced you would discover he is directly connected to those “Red Judas’s” who were personally responsible for the murders and/or assassinations of Crazy Horse and Sitting Bull… in fact spiritually speaking and in my most humble opinion given Trudell’s personal history of bravery, I fully believe this “Dances with Coyote’s Red Man of the Century would of been one of the sell outs then even even as he has been for Annie and Ray now which of course means that he will be with the “killers and murderers” of Crazy Horse and Sitting Bull upon entering the “spirit world”.
Hey Trudell…question for you? Just how good is your hearing? “tick tock tick tock tick tock….
And John Boy…whoops…sorry again…just how does it feel to be sooooooooooooooo LOVED by brain dead White and Red women who had not a clue about who you really were then and are now…until that is they read this?!
This commentary is dedicated to my most admired American Indian Warrior Woman Annie Mae Aquash and Real Warrior and Brother Perry Ray Robinson Jr.
Genocide by Suicide
The Deception of Self-Murder
“I’m sorry, I’m sorry…I didn’t mean to do it….”
FOREWORD: There are more suicides by American Indian Youth per capita then among any other ethnic group in America. This article I wrote being inspired by God to do so was for the purpose of both exposing the “spiritual understandings” connected to suicide as well as offering a “spiritual of God” solution.
During a two week period in the month of July and August 08, 2010, there were 4 suicides in the community of Oglala on the Pine Ridge Indian Reservation. Overall…suicides are on a RISE throughout the Reservation.
This was a email received (12/9/09) concerning the week of (12/2-12/9) from a member of the Rosebud Sioux Tribe. A State of Emergency was declared on the Rosebud Sioux Tribe reservation in 3/07 because of the increase in suicides and attempted suicides. There were 61 attempts from Jan 1-07 to March 12-07
“Hey we had another suicide you probably heard about last week, also 4 attempted this past weekend, the youngest being 14 year old male, who tried to hang himself but was caught, one cut their wrist, one overdosed, the last just happened last night, didn’t get the info on how they tried. I now am hearing that the kids today are thinking “It’s the in thing to do”…on some of their bebo pages they brag about…if their going to go out, “their going to go out to suicide, end their own chit”. I’m in total disbelief right now, this is a emergency situation. I think what’s needed to be done to try to combat the situation is change their perception of thinking, shove it down their throats, Suicide is evil, something is messed up here. – Anthony Bordeaux Jr. is a Sicangu Lakota and member of the Rosebud Sioux Tribe.
Journey To The Spirit World By Suicide
Buddy Red Bow, a traditional Oglala Lakota singer wrote a song entitled “Journey to the Spirit World”, a song about “getting ready” to pass over into the “Spirit World” and into a life of joy and not like the one here. “The Ghost Dance” was and is a prayer expressing the visionary hope and promise of a better life before and after death because the “Red Messiah” who’s name is “Wasu” (Jesus among the Lakota) will return to deliver His people from all that is not of Him in this life. He will raise from the dead those of our relatives that have passed into the Spirit World and we all shall be together again. Traditional Lakota and most other Native American beliefs say our spirit enters into the Spirit World upon the death of our body. Once there, it is our hope and the promise of the Messiah, even Jesus Christ, to be in His presence where we will experience the healing of our hearts, be with our loved ones and relations, and where all suffering and pain is no more forever.
There are many reasons for the death of the body. Some natural such as old age with the body simply wearing out like an old moccasin. Other things contribute to the death of our body such as cancer, diabetes, and heart disease and in Indian Country, they are primary killers. Then there are the drug and alcohol death destroying affects on our body, on our brain, heart, liver, and kidneys.
These same drugs and alcohol also allow for “spirit-heart changers” (evil spirits or demons) to overthrow our souls. These evil spirits inspire first thoughts and then the behaviors that hurt and kill as evidenced in rape, abuse, fights, beatings, shootings, stabbings, child molestations, and alcohol connected car wrecks as seen throughout “Indian Country”. These dark spirits work both in us and outside of us through others. They contribute to the destruction of marriages, families, young and old alike. Alcohol is the preferred beverage of the devil and his angels (demons/evil spirits) and is his “death drink” that is used by him to inspire evil Non-Lakota/Non Native American behaviors found among us. Drugs are also used, both illegal and “legal”.
Then there is the death that is different from all others. It is death by self-murder which we call Suicide. Suicide is when we make a choice to “kill ourselves”. We do this because we believe that we will be delivered from all that troubles us here in this life. We are “evil spirit/demon led” to believe this lie. Otherwise we would not attempt to kill ourselves. Native American spirituality does not allow for, inspire, or give examples of suicide as being the will of Tunkasila the Creator…our God.
It is important to understand that suicide is ONLY the killing of ones body. The spirit inside of the body never dies. Only the body dies when we kill ourselves. When the body dies, the spirit continues to live as it immediately leaves the body and enters into the “Spirit World”. After your spirit leaves your body, you find yourself awake then even as you are now in reading these words.
All the feelings, thoughts, and experiences that lead to suicide first begin with a “spiritual thought” that is next acted out through our flesh in the act of killing ourselves. Before we “kill our body”, we are FIRST “spiritually attacked” in our heart and mind by the evil spirits who give us the “excuse or reasons” to kill ourselves. The ONLY goal of “evil spirits/demons” is to “convince us” that there is no other choice in life but to kill ourselves and that suicide is our only escape from the pain we are suffering here. It should be noted, that the very same demons/spirits that put the reasons in our mind to “kill ourselves” also are responsible for helping create the real life experiences which hurt us.
One of the most used “excuse or reason” put into our heart and mind to murder ourselves is when our heart is betrayed by the one we love, who we find with another. Boyfriend, girlfriend, husband or wife, THIS betrayal of our heart has been said to be the same as death itself for THIS pain is not measurable in words. It is then we begin to experience the thoughts of suicide and we “feel like dying” and this is because the “demons/evil spirits” KNOW that we are now at our weakest. It is also then THEN that the “demons/evil spirits” put the thought into our mind that “killing ourselves” is THE ANSWER for us to escape this pain and to “hurt those that hurt us” because they “broke our heart” when they betrayed us.
Other times of when we are weak spiritually is when we lose a loved one to an untimely death where they die from cancer, an accident, or when a close relative, loved one, boyfriend or close friend, kill themselves. All of these experiences cause spiritual pain to our heart and mind. If we do not understand the promise of the Jesus Christ that we shall be reunited together in the spirit world when we pass over, we find ourselves in our weakest state of mind and then are more easily influenced by the “demonic spirits” who put thoughts in our mind for us to kill ourselves.
How cunning are these evil spirits? Think about this. Not only do they try to get you/us to kill ourselves but they also were the spiritual source of the lusts, thoughts, and feelings and actions on the part of those that chose to betray our love and hurt us! It is the same even when we lose a loved one. They try to use any loss to tempt us with the thought that maybe we now should kill ourselves.
There are other reasons “put into our hearts and minds” to kill ourselves as found in the “memories” of parents, husband or wife, boyfriend or girlfriend never being sober, who drink themselves into total unawareness of us. Children especially suffer because it is they who need most the love and affection of their parents but receive none. Some suffer from beatings and sexual abuse and have nowhere to go or no one to turn to or trust. Young children kill themselves to escape the “hell of home”.
The daily experiences on the majority of reservations are a constant reminder of the past and present oppression. No jobs, houses that are falling apart with no way to fix them, no money for food and bills, to buy things needed for children and babies and the list goes on leaving us with no hope for things to get better. It is this feeling of hopelessness that also pulls us into the dark pit of despair. It is then we are tempted to believe the LIE given to us by evil spirits that death by suicide will deliver us from our pain and suffering and be our “Savior”
The harsh, oppressive, and inhuman realities of reservation life are NOT an accident. They are made by those who followed the “intelligence” of the same evil spirit who is trying to convince us to kill our self. That spirit is called the “devil”. Think about this. What is the solution he offers you for things to change? Say “get drunk or high” or WORSE , “kill yourself” while he IS the one that created the very “reservation reasons” which he then uses to convince you to destroy yourself!
In the beginning of Native American history, it was the Creator (called Tunkasila among the Lakota) who taught us our spirituality. It was not learned from the White man, the “Catholic-Christians”, the Pope, Mormons, or any other European source. Our spirituality and teachings do not teach us to hurt, betray, humiliate, defile, disrespect, murder, rape, abuse, or desecrate another soul. The Creator said in all our relationships we should do good to one another and love one another in all areas of our life. We are to be faithful to our wives and husbands. We are to be compassionate, generous, and giving, We are to make sure that there are no poor or hungry among us, no homeless, our elders, women and children are to be loved, respected, and taken care of. That is the will of the Creator Tunkasila and when we follow His spirit in being that way, we are then living on the Red Road and are who we were created to be.
To not live this way is to live and experience the spiritual and physical “death” of the Black Road and is not the way of God. When a soul “listens to and follows the evil spirits of the Black Road, we begin to do things that are hurtful to others and ourselves. See how smart the devil is? Of course, while he is doing this, he whispers in our ears “there is no devil…I am no devil”.
A man wrote about an experience he had in the Spirit World. He was shown how evil spirits enter our mind and influence us. While in a hospital and very sick, he suddenly “died” on the operating table and was “dead” for 8 minutes. During this time, he began to experience his spirit leaving his body. The next thing he realized and understood was that he was in the presence and company of one who identified himself as Jesus Christ. It was during this experience with Jesus that he witnessed two most important scenes.
The first one was when he was taken to to a scene where he saw a young man sitting down next to his father and saying “Pops Pops…I am sorry … please tell mom I am sorry…” begging his father to tell his mother over and over again. The problem was, his father could not hear him cry out in this pain and agony. Another scene he saw a young girl crying out to her boyfriend…to forgive her and that she was sorry for what she had done. Again, she could not be heard.
What Jesus revealed was this. He told the man who was with him that “These are those that committed suicide and this was the consequence of their act”!! How powerful and yet sad. They did not know that when they killed themselves that this was what they would be experiencing in the “Spirit World” and having to confront. There is more about this understanding in this writing down below.
The next experience Jesus showed this man was when he was taken into a bar and allowed to witness a scene where he saw many men who were heavily drinking. He also noticed that their were other “spirit bodies” there who were trying to drink the same drink but they were unable. These “spirits without bodies” were trying to grab a drink of alcohol. Each time they tried to grab a drink, their hand passed through the glass. The man then realized the “others” trying to drink were “spirits” of those who had died and were in the Spirit World in this same “need to drink” but could not. In this condition. In the spirit world, they found themselves still craving and wanting to drink but without a “body of flesh”, they could not. This was their torment…to want to drink but to never ever experience again and this was their “eternal condition” in the Spirit World. A word for this is called “hell”.
Then Jesus was directed this man to observe a man who passed out from drinking heavily and fell on the floor. All of a sudden, he was shocked to see this man’s forehead open up a “spiritual hole” in the front of his forehead. All of a sudden, one of the “spirits” that had died and had no body, the one that was trying to drink his drink, IMMEDIATELY entered into him through that opening in his forehead like a flash of lightening.
This experience shows how alcohol and drugs are the “door openers” for demons/evil spirits to enter our hearts and minds. Once “inside of us”, they can then more easily influence our thoughts, feelings, and then our actions. It is when one drinks alcohol and or is doing drugs, that anger, rage, hate, beatings, abuse, rapes, killings etc, take place because they are “evil spirit” inspired. Sometimes one remembers what they do when under the influence of EVIL SPIRITS other times no.
It needs to be understood that the most EVIL of acts we commit are inspired by those “spirits” caste out of Heaven with Lucifer who is Satan the Devil. They are here on earth without bodies. They work is to change our hearts and thinking so that we do the most evil things to one another and ourselves. They are the spirits that convince us to kill ourselves!
So we now we see how these spirits get us to KILL OURSELVES through use of alcohol and drugs. Once they have place in our hearts and minds, they are then able to become one with our thinking and are then more easily able to convince us that “their thoughts” are OURS. They work to get us to believe the LIES they put in our mind that there is only ONE WAY to stop all of our pain, to end the memories of suffering. Finally, they are able to overcome our will power and thinking so that then we cannot tell their thinking from ours. They are so good at what they do, that we are now thinking their thoughts to the point we do not know this. This is how the devil uses alcohol and drugs with their goal being to convince us to KILL OURSELVES. When we believe their lie because they are now in control of our spirit and body…all of our thoughts and feelings and we no longer are aware of this.
This is why alcohol is the preferred beverage of Satan. Alcohol and drugs are more times then not, directly connected to “self-murder”. Remember, that it was the European who first offered alcohol and continues to do so now. Therefore, understand who the Oppressor represents in both this life and eternity. Say Satan who has his regional headquarters in White Clay!
The following story is a powerful, sad, and painful one. During a traditional Lakota wiping of tears ceremony during a sweat, Elder’s Beatrice Whiting, member of the Crow Creek Sioux Tribe and her husband Ed, member of the Rosebud Sioux Tribe, had a revealing and powerful experience “FROM the spirit world”. It came in the form of a young Lakota woman who committed suicide at the age of 17.
While they were singing and praying during their sweat, a light began to appear before them. As it increased in size, they began to see the face of this young woman they new. Her name was Darliss Brown, a member of the Crow Creek Sioux Tribe. Darliss was the daughter of Darla Rabbit and was a past student of Beatrice. Darliss had committed suicide two weeks before. Why? Because her heart was betrayed when she found her boyfriend with another girl. Darliss was also carrying “their” child.
The spirit of Darliss was weeping and cried out saying “I am sorry, I am sorry, I didn’t mean to do it”. Beatrice saw her suffering and saw that Darliss NOW realized the consequences of her self-murder. In the spirit world, Jesus allowed Darliss to experience and feel in her heart and mind every single emotion of pain and sorrow of those that loved her as if it was her own. As a result, she suffered “with them” because of what she did. She wept as they wept and mourned as they mourned over her death when they found out, at the wake, the funeral, and in the private places of weeping and wailing where no one saw them except her!
Darliss saw the hurt she caused her mother, nephews, nieces, aunts, uncles, friends and relatives. This was the consequence of her self-murder. No escape, no joy, no deliverance from THIS pain and suffering. This was the consequence of her being “deceived” to kill herself. She was so sorry she HURT THEM THAT MUCH and had she known, she would never have killed herself.
One has to ask when you are being given thoughts by demons/evil spirits to kill yourself, do YOU want to hurt those who love you THAT MUCH? Darliss had been deceived into killing herself and was sorry but ONLY after her spirit left her body and entered into the spirit world. There her awareness was immediate and it was there that Jesus allowed her to understand that suicide was “demon/evil spirit inspired/alcohol/drug connected” and that she believed the lie of the devil and his evil spirits that they put into her mind. We now see how alcohol was the door opener for these evil spirits to enter into her body, heart, and mind…even her soul.
On November 25th of 0/7, four years after Darliss killed herself, Jesus allowed her mother to receive a visit from her daughter. Darliss came to her mother from the “spirit world” and into “time”. Darla was in her bedroom lying on her bed. She was holding a photo of Darliss and still grieving and weeping for her and still feeling the pain of missing her in her heart. All of a sudden, she felt a cool breeze in the room. At that moment, Darliss appeared before her in spirit and spoke to her in comforting words, “Mom, it’s all right, it’s all right”. Darla felt the love of her daughter for her as she spoke to her and that she was still sorrowful for what she had done as she was still grieving over the pain she had caused her mother and others, four years later.
Few who commit suicide are allowed by Jesus to come back from the “spirit world” to explain or share anything. They only see and witness the suffering of those they hurt. It is like the “two way mirror” in a police movie where you see but are not seen by those on the other side. You weep and wail and cry out for forgiveness and try to explain to them your mistake to all those you loved and who loved you, but it is no use because you can neither be seen or heard. You realize once you are in the “spirit world” that you were deceived by the devil and his evil spirits into believing the LIE that committing suicide was the “right thing or cool thing do” or that all your “troubles” would be over. This was a lie because now you suffer the torment and pain in realizing your act of self-murder cannot be undone. This is and will be your torment…or “hell”. Is there an end to this suffering? YES and there is forgiveness but only when Jesus determines you have learned your lesson. Then there is a healing. The question for everyone to ask is, do we want to kill ourselves to experience this?
Cherokee Walking Eagle Kills In Water is a Sicangu Lakota and member of the of the Rosebud Sioux Tribe. She lost her daughter Crystal to suicide. Crystal was a mother of six children. She also was drinking alcohol when she killed herself. She likewise was deceived by “evil spirits” into believing the lie that she could escape the pain that was in her life by committing suicide. Cherokee also had a “spirit world” experience with her daughter Crystal that helped her in her grieving. Three weeks after her daughter’s funeral, she had a “real life vision where Crystal appeared to her and started gently rubbing her head. She could feel her touch on her head. Crystal asked her mother “Are you alright”? Cherokee said “Yes, I am alright”. She felt Crystals concern for her as well as her sorrow over what she did. Cherokee wept during this visit from her daughter and was thankful that Jesus allowed Crystal to come to her as this helped her heal. When she awoke from the dream, Crystal had gone back to the “spirit world”.
Evil spirits will destroy our soul directly or through others using alcohol and drugs which are the tools of the Devil. He is then able to trick us (as the “trickster from hell) into believing the lie of suicide. The truth is suicide only releases our spirit into the spirit world when our body dies and when we arrive there in spirit, which is instantly, we then begin to suffer the consequences of this deception with no place to hide from the witnessing of the pain we cause those that loved us.
So what is the answer and alternative to suicide? It is the restoring of our love for one another as inspired by and demonstrated by Jesus Christ when He once walked among Native Peoples on this land. Crazy Horse was that example, Sitting Bull also was. The Spirit of the Creator manifested in the flesh through Jesus, must be restored in our hearts again. When that happens, no longer will we do or say anything to hurt another and thus we will no longer be used by the devil to be the source of death and destruction of other souls or our own. This also means we no longer use alcohol or do drugs. Until we cease this evil, we will continue suffering as a people individually and as a Nation.
The Black Rap Culture is also a tool of of the devil and his evil spirits. They are working hard to place in the hearts of young Native youth the thoughts, feelings, and actions that are demeaning to young Native men and women, Elders etc. This evil spirit of the THIS BLACK ROAD inspires violence, hate, vengeance, abuse of women, inspires murders and reduces Native sexuality to something disrespectful where women are dishonored, abused, raped, beaten etc. A Native females is not a “bitch” or “ho”. She is to be treated with dignity and respect. That is being truly Native. The opposite is the way of the devil. Native men have no excuse to be or do the same and in the spirit world, if they do not stop this behavior while alive, they will suffer the eternal consequences…say hell and deservingly so. In fact, Native men who treat Native women and children this way, will be with those blacks and whites who have done the same to their women as well as Native women.
What does all this mean in “real time’? It means one ceases to do in their life all that you know hurts and harms another including oneself. You do what you must to quit drinking, doing drugs, gambling. You seek out help, go to ceremonies, and pray to your Heavenly Father in the name of Jesus Christ to be given the power to change. It means you go to those you have hurt and tell them you are sorry and ask for their forgiveness and that you forgive those that hurt you. It means to become once again the faithful husband and wife, the mother or father that has been missed and is needed by your children, the relative and friend that was once there and needs to return. It means you forgive yourself even as Jesus has forgiven you. It means you begin to love yourself because you loved by Jesus and that His example of love is the example you were created to also be in your life for that is truly being Native.
It means that while you are here alive in your flesh before you journey to the spirit world, that you make this change while you still can so that you can undo the wrong which you have done to others. It means you no longer allow yourself to be deceived and directed by the evil spirits and be used by them in the destroying of your own people, your women and children, and yourself. Because when that happens, it is to late to love those that are lost even as it is to late to return from the spirit world when you kill yourself because of what others have done to you. It means turning to your Heavenly Father and praying for the strength to do what you must, for Him to heal you of all the pain and suffering you have caused or experienced in your life, because it cannot be done without His power which is His love for you.
This is the way to heal the broken hoop, to break the cycle of oppression and hate experienced and learned from Satan. God is waiting for us to turn to Him and ask for the strength to change in our hearts. He promises to heal us of our pain. That is what the Sun Dance is really about, as shown by the ultimate sacrifice of THE First Sun Dancer, even Jesus, the ultimate gift of healing and love. He is asking us this day to decide which road to take, the Red Road of blessing and healing and which restores our love for Him and one for another or the “Black Road” so many find ourselves on now, the one of evil inspired by the devil himself, the one of cursing, death, and hell, the one destroying us individually and collectively
The choice is laid before us to have restored that which was lost at Wounded Knee on December 28, 1890 in the vision, purpose, and prayer of the Ghost Dance. It is said in our prophecies given to us by Jesus that the Wasichu (White man) and Oppressor will never change for our good and that is the reason why Turtle Island will be “cleansed” by Him in the judgments soon to come upon this land.
This is why we must pray together to Tunkasila…even Almighty God, in the name of the One who represents all that is Holy, Jesus Christ, to deliver us from those evil spirits represented in the past and present so that the influences and affects of the devil are no more found in our hearts. When this happens, we once again can be called the people of the Almighty God and Jesus Christ and experience the answer of the Ghost Dance in having restored unto us the blessings we once experienced when He was in our midst on this land as His People.
When this happens, we will again be his Holy people, a people of one heart, one mind, dwelling in righteousness with no poor among us. It is because of His Sun Dance that death and hell IS overcome and our bodies and spirits healed and restored one to another. It is because of Jesus Christ that we will experience His promise of all of us being united together not only in the Spirit World but also on this earth!
Richard Boyden is available to speak at schools, community centers, church’s and (or elsewhere). He is a former instructor at Haskell Indian Nations University and taught “Investigative Journalism-Introduction to Radio Broadcasting”, former Marine and combat veteran. He is as an “attempted suicide survivor” who knows from personal experience what the spiritual realities and consequences of suicide are.
He can be reached at 605-939-1703 day or night or email at firstname.lastname@example.org
He has documented information on the suicide connection to anti-depressants on the OMS Web site at www.operationmorningstar.org