Merry Christmas “Karen Sue” Andras!
Radio program/Podcast on December 25. 2018 at 9:30 pm and 11:30 pm
WARNING GRAPHIC LANGUAGE FROM KAREN SUE ANDRAS AND BILL BUNTING TO ME AND ABOUT ME..
Listen to the programs consecutively please! 🙂
Program 2: Forgot to expound on TRUDELL ETC… Added program “Forgot To Expound On Trudell’s Family Death Per Previous Program” http://www.blogtalkradio.com/boyden-report-radio-program/2018/12/26/i-forgot-to-expound-on-trudells-family-death-per-previous-program
Next Blog to be published on January 1, 2019 entitled…”My Wife Wanted Me Murdered Spiritually And Physically Working With Satan And His Angels Like John Trudell”
I know you said to never write etc. To you ever again and I understand n I truly dont blame you. I was trying not to but I thought maybe I could just one last time Please.
I know there are no words that can change what I have done.
I wish n pray n beg God that it could have n that you wouldn’t feel as me as you do but I understand why. I really do now.
I deserve the this anger with what I did n said in anger that wasn’t even truly me at all and I really don’t believe those bad things about you at all.
It was not my heart n mind speaking.
I didn’t have the strength to fight off all the demonic forces and if what you say is true about me, then all the more was I in over my head to help myself and so I completely failed as they wanted n they tried to destroy you in the process.
I only want to address my part in all this and words don’t really help I know this.
I am so truly sorry with all my heart n soul.
I don’t deserve you.
I know I will painfully regret my actions forever.
I ask Jesus how could this have happened?
He has shown me in many many ways as to how, why, where n what my part was in all this n why I failed even in the “good intentions”
I wanted to walk together on the higher road for your ministry’s sake and our marriage but I failed miserably.
I still ask God how can this be as I walk through the cemetery and I already know the answer but still I ask again n again.
I thought I had forgiven but the trickster seeped in and stopped the healing for both of us unfortunately. I am not asking for you to forgive me although I wish you could just for your own peace of mind and spirit.
You are a good man and part of the reasons why I left is because I knew I blew it.
I tried to Justify some things but no way was that going to work with God and he loves you very much and I shamed you both and I am so very very sorry.
I pray for your life to be so blessed and I was going to wait the day b4 my phone runs out so I wouldnt be tempted to contact you. But it is Sunday n thought I would today. I think I left some n bags or something got mixed up idk haven’t went through much or care to. I will give all back n pay you back2.
I do know that I have never cheated on you ever and I couldn’t and wouldn’t.
I do pray the best for you because I’m not it I guess/I know.
I so wanted to be but failed. I love you n miss you, my eternal love lost*
“Nigger” Murdered by AIM and ordered by DENNIS BANKS…hero of Andras https://jpwade.wordpress.com/tag/john-trudell/page/2/
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